After all these years, finally we talked to each other again. The feeling is neither hatred nor love. A feeling that I can't simply describe. After all, I get to know the reason why you left me. I wouldn't wanna choose to believe or to disagree with it. Yes, as you said, the feeling won't be back like the past when we used to be together. It's totally different now. After I've been hurt so much, tears almost went dry, kept myself at home. I wouldn't know how to response to you. I no longer the little boy. I've changed to a new person. A much more loner I guess. You said you feel guilty. U should. A patch or friend? I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't walk the path that we used to stroll. I won't want to remember. Maybe I shouldnt went ride on that day and I wouldnt have met you.